This year has started off superbly.
I did break up with a woman for the first time.
That was rough on both of us, however, I wasn't really happy about it.
However, after making that decision I have become infatuated with a girl I spent a week with, and now I am just as confused as ever, as she lives wicked far away.
It should be a great year, however. I have put things in motion to get my shit together to save all of us from the evil that is evil.
lots of suck.
However, it's also a beautiful thing.
Here's to the new year.
Let us raise some hell and make wonderful music.
Or at least stare into each other's eyeballs.
If at one point the universe was compacted into a tiny globe, in relation to the size it is currently, was there, at that point in time, matter? or was the entirety of existence a pool of pure energy? IF that is the case, everything to an extent, unless I am quite mistaken, was made of light.
If we go back far enough it seems, everything was one energy soup. A galactic primordial jambalaya.
Is it possible that the Zero Point Field being explored by quantum mechanics is the broth of that condensed soup? Now it has been diluted by physical space as it spreads out, and it has cooled; matter has formed. The Zero Point Field just may be where conciousness lives and can also explain Einstein's "Spooky Action at a Distance."
Just a thought. Inspired by the writings of James Oroc and David Bohm.
The end of Preacher......
it was spectacular.....
all ends tied up....
now i need a new series to read.
Luicfer, Sandman, Preacher are officially off the list...
due to my lackluster performance as a good human being of late, I took a trip into my head, and barely came back well enough to focus on reality.
This is, however, going to be a great summer, or at least I proclaimed that as I trekked home the other night with bags of groceries held tightly between my hands.
It's going to be a great summer. i can believe that much, anyway.
I have in the past, and will again in the future, alienate friends and otherwise stupidly remove myself from beneficial relationships, and yet, realizing this I find that my best friends, fully aware of how ridiculous I can be, love me anyway, as I them. So.
The doctor says good day to you, sir....
I SAY GOOD DAY TO YOU, SIR!
today is my brothers's birthday....and I forgot...
brothers's is not a typo....its both their birthday today......them wacky kids
- Music:Im not that kind of girl who something something
it's what i do....
- Music:Instant Karma - "All Shine On"
i am far too exhausted to continue this charade.
time for a long much needed sleep.
I do not recommend full time class and work simultaneously. I was not able to pass anything this semester, except for perhaps one class....
too tired all the time.......
yet, i have to work to make money to pay rent, buy food, and just live....right?
life is not happy at the moment.....
I slept all day today...i dont really know why....
my naps have been interrupted only by nathan's video game playing also which has been going on all day.
i want some ice cream....